You may be wondering when you’ll be seeing Holly Durst’s next reality TV debut. The Bachelor Pad 2 winner, who is now engaged to her BP2 co-star Blake Julian, tells RumorFix exclusively that you definitely won’t be seeing her on the tube anytime soon … unless it’s for a million bucks!

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The South Carolina beauty, who just celebrated her bachelorette party in Palm Desert, reveals to us, ‘I’m over it [reality TV]! I just like my normal life. People don’t know my business and they can’t judge me for every single little thing I do, which is not fun. It’s really hard to be on TV shows and people scrutinizing every little thing that you do. Everyone lives their life, but everyone doesn’t get criticized for it.”

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Holly tells RumorFix she was “never into the reality TV scene,” but was randomly approached about joining the hit ABC series while walking down the street one day. She tells us, “Someone was like ‘Hey! Do you want to be on The Bachelor,’ and I was like ‘Oh, alright’, and a week later I was moved into the house and had my first rose ceremony, and the rest is history!”

The former The Bachelor star continues, “I love my life with Blake [Julian], and I love how we live in a perfect little town and have this perfect little world, and I don’t want to mess it up.”

For a million dollars, though? Holly says “Well, that’s a different story! What wouldn’t you do for a million dollars?!”